"life is so meaningless"

everyday the same old routine
leading the same old life
i dont know what i want in life
no aims in life

i hate the way that my life is live
i hate the boss that i have to face everyday
shit

i just hate the way i am now
argh!!!

" KAIXIN's & GENGRONG's 21st BIRTHDAY"

Labels: kaixin 21

"hatred"

for now, i really hate the position i am working in.
i hate the job scope as well as the people here.

i had never been in such situation that somehow i am not able to handle it.
my boss is really a pain.
he expect me to do something when that something wasnt even there.
i am not a genius neither am i a computer expert

i really hate what i am doing now.
somehow i just wish to work something simple
something that is not so complicated

i hate meeting customers without being informed and demo-ing the system for them
its really so SHIT!
i was practically trembling in fear when they was standing beside me looking at me
no one will understand the fear as i know there are stuff they wanted to see but i didnt know where to generate the report out for them

!#$%^&*(!#$%^&*
i want to say all vulgurities at that moment of time...
i want get off this place...

please... i need help!

*- 22.11.2009 -*

my birthday; 22.11.2009
thanks everyone.

you guys make me smile for the whole day
sorry for being a poor host when i neglected most of you ( almost EVERYONE )
and also very sorry to FRANKIE HO!
my only lasalle friend who turn up and was there alone almost the whole day and stay till late even he live so far away from my place.
THANKS & I love you ! hahas~

my 21st ...
welcome the new chapter of my life (but why i feel so old le ...)
LOL...

once again, thanks everyone.

"not-so-wanna-talk day"

i am suffering from monday blues.
i really feel darn moody.
dont wished to talk to anyone.
i just wished someone will just lend me a shoulder to lean on and so i can cry.

terrible feeling.
hasnt been so upset or moody for a long time.
hasnt have a great laugh for sometime too.

i wanted my days back in secondary school times
although having homework everyday but at least i SMILE and PLAY happily.

i dont know whats going on but i am kinda tired.
hopefully i will be fine end of the day.

..... hush hush

just a lil update...

had started working for my first perm job as an logistics admin.
everything was quite will except for communicating with the warehouse ppl.
but sometimes i feel so tired that i wish to lie on my bed and dont go for work.

birthdays birthdays & more birthdays.
ok its lesser alrd. having parties to attend almost every sat.

Last week was a party for JY & DY.

TODAY its GINNY's 21st birthday!

NEXT UP WILL BE MISS TAY WANPIN's 21st !!!
there is something that i am looking forward to her birthday; only she know what is it. hahas

so much things that i wanna do had yet to be done.

lunch time! off for lunch. LOL

" SHOPPING MAKES ME HAPPY !!! "